Thursday, April 2, 2009

No, I haven't killed myself yet....

Well, since I last posted... we did not go on a bike ride or anything. My husband and I both got the worst stomach bug that I can ever remember having. I was so sick for 24 hours that I thought I would rather die than go through any more pain and suffering. I actually think that the bug itself was gone after about 24 hours, but it took another day to feel like I had enough strength to go back to work and another 2 days before I felt like my old self.

I started "Chatting" at work end the end of last week once I came back to work after being sick. I made $24 in commission - big whoop... I totally don't understand why they say that it takes 6 months to get fully trained on this crap. It is simple and since there is no training what so ever, you just have to do it in order to learn it.

I am going to start my new schedule on Monday, which is 6am - 2pm. I am actually looking forward to this schedule as it will give me 2 hours alone each morning before people come in and start getting on my nerves, and it will also allow me to have more "day" left after work. I can start getting my nephew from school some, workout before the gym gets busy with the after work crowd, make appointments, set up job interviews, develop some hobbies, do homework, and work on a new business venture that a friend and I are thinking about. I figured that I will only have to get out of bed 1 hour earlier than I do now, even though I will come into work 2 hours early.

I am actually enjoying Finance class, which is really surprising, but I think that the last instructor was so bad, that even a less than good instructor is so much better. I also really like finance as a subject, I am good with money and decent with numbers so...

I also am really loving my new team, I met with them for the first time on Sunday and they are so cool and work really hard together and help each other and everyone does their share and I really feel like this is what the team experience should have been like all along. I wish that I had joined them sooner, but I am mostly just really glad that I have the chance to be with them for the rest of the program.

I really feel like I am starting to crest the hill in my life, something is going to happen with the whole work thing, either things will get better at my current company or some new opportunity will present itself. I feel like the rest of the MBA program is going to be fairly smooth sailing. I feel like the whole baby thing is also going to work out just fine. I think that my optimum time tin March was when my husband's family was in town and while we were so sick, so I am pretty sure that I am not pregnant this month, but I feel ready to try again next month without so much doom and gloom surrounding me. I want to work on being positive in all areas of my life. I will allow myself to wallow when needed, but I am really going to work on reducing the frequency.

I think that we are on the cusp of some really great things to happen. I don't feel concerned about the economy right now, school work, work work, the baby - nothing. I am going to be OK...

....At least that is how I feel today :)

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