Thursday, January 29, 2009

Grasping at Straws

I have been hoping that I am pregnant, today is day 29, and this morning I woke up to some slight spotting. I figured that this was the start of my period and that was that.

The issue is that I have not had any cramping and no more spotting - so maybe I haven't started, maybe it is that "implementation bleeding."

The problem is that I feel like maybe I am just grasping at straws for any hope that I might actually be pregnant.

I keep running to the bathroom to check and every time I see nothing, my hopes rise. Then I will have a small twinge of a cramp and my hopes dash.

The only thing to do is wait, I will fully start or I won't and there isn't anything I can do about it one way or the other.... that really doesn't help...

1 comment:

  1. Just be patient. Maybe you are putting too much pressure on yourself. Best of luck!